Snapping Up the Moment
It's a gray November day.  Finally I have time off from the madness of work.  At home there's a welcomed silence.  Today I saw the first snowflakes of the season taunting my dislike of what's to come in the months ahead:  The cold, the ice, the snow, and winds that suck the breath out of your soul.  
Windy autumn days are stripping leaves very quickly.  In summer I look out my bedroom window to see green leaves on old shade trees, and squirrels occasionally chasing each other across branches.  It occurs to me that I don't take advantage of that scene nearly enough. We're so quick to grab the camera and take hundreds of photos of colorful, dying leaves, snapping up the moment as if color will never behold us again.  
Yet, it's the same every year, every season.  A couple of years ago I was sitting at this very window in autumn and one squirrel was chasing life;  scrambling for food to store before there was none left. Looking out the window we came face to face: 
     
        sat a squirrel 
       on second floor branches 
       outside my window 
       sat a squirrel. 
       the leafless tree 
       and he 
       staring at my face 
       in disbelief. 
I suppose that's one reason we're compelled every autumn to snap photos of leaves:  Disbelief.  Disbelief that the rest of the year has been spent chasing life, and with little pause to let the silence nurture our souls year round.  Disbelief that the falling of autumn can be so brilliant and yet so swift.  
Camera or not:  We all need to be snapping up the moments every day.  And rather than chasing life, we should let life chase us. 
Rick B. Baker 
Rochester, NY 
November 6, 2009
  
one eye opened 
my face
an 
ancient fresco
chiseled on 
a wall:
its story
known by 
chipped stone 
and 
one eye 
opened 
to the ages. 
Poem © 2009 by R. Burnett Baker 
Photo © 2009 by R. Burnett Baker 
Poem "sat a squirrel" © 2006 by R. Burnett Baker